My love,
My heart bleeds for you,
Slowly drowning myself
Slowly dying within my own
Heartbreak.
Every time I think of you,
I lose a piece of my soul.
A piece that is forever torn and discarded
Like a forgotten toy.
Dusty
Dismembered
Deteriorated
The drug was your true love
And I was your mistress.
She is the type of beauty that can only
Evolve from true euphoria.
A heart wrenching
Consuming
Throb that has you feeling outside reality.
A “reality” I cant give you.
She is the perfect lover.
Her taste leaves you hungry for more
A salivation you can’t quench.
She wraps her ghostly arms around
You in a warm embrace,
One that truly open your mind and body.
True soul mates.
I can understand why you chose her.
Her body curves graciously with every
Drag.
Her tongue whispers such spells I could never
Cast.
She makes you
Moan
Whimper
Beg for more.
She knows where to touch you
Where to kiss you
Where to fuck you
An existential orgasm.
Something inconceivable by any
Other
You slinked out late at night to indulge in our forbidden love.
You hid our secret to preserve your addiction.
You inject your veins with a feeling I will never give you.
When you are with her,
I become an anomaly.
Our past
Our love
Our memories
Cannot be found
At the bottom of a pipe
At the bottom of a handle
At the bottom of a bottle.
I only wish you could have loved me as much as you loved her.
Maybe if you did
We would still be together.
We would create our own beautiful reality
Our own toxic love story.
The crossing of the stars
Creating a downward spiral
That ends in dystopia.
But it would be ours.
It would be us.
It would be beautiful.
Because it would be with you.