Hugs Are Everything
Everytime we are together, this is what I need,
The warmth of your body, holding mine.
Your strong embrace makes me feel,
Protected and put together.
Like the last puzzle piece in the box,
Which I missed all along.
Your arms encircle my waist,
As mine wrap around your torso.
With my head, laying on your chest,
I can hear your hearbeat sync with mine.
A sense of calm rushes through me as I close my eyes.
I cannot help but sit and listen as your heart goes,
thump, thump. thump, thump. thump, thump.
In this moment, I feel whole,
And I never want it to end.
The Clash of The Heart and Mind
My heart says one thing,
My mind speaks of another.
The two clash everyday,
Just like thunder and lightning.
Everythime I hear your voice,
And you make me laugh,
My heart aches to be around you.
But my mind restricts the act,
Like a message in a bottle,
Floating through the wide ocean.
When I am around you,
Everything feels settled and clear.
But when we are apart is the attack,
On what I want and believe is right.
My mind works towards protecting me,
While making me insane a little at a time.
My heart tells me how I want to live,
When I am around what makes me happy.
The two quarrel everyday between everything,
Making it hard to understand,
If you are the one for me... or not.
I Can't Take This Anymore
I love you.
I can't deny it any longer.
This feeling inside me,
The warmful joy,
It's in me everytime,
You cross my mind.
I have tried to bury it.
I have pledged not to touch it,
Feel it flowing through me.
But everytime I am near you,
My heart comes to the forefront.
It's there like a becon,
Calling a sailer home.
I know I have hurt you,
There is no doubt.
The thoughts in my head,
Lead me astray and downtrodden.
But I have turned back,
To what I once was.
Every breath, every fiber,
I breathe knowing it's you.