The Aftermath

LYRICS:

(Verse 1)

Tear me apart this time and say goodbye

Look into my soul as I look into the skies

Take part of me and don't look behind

'Cause I think you're scared of what you might find

I've got a curse that's as big as a sea

And I got a mind that I like to set free

But that's nothing that you see when you're looking at me

And I'll never get this point across, but maybe plant the seed...

(chorus)

And I'll always stand tall,

And never really care what people say at all

As long as I don't ever have to fall...

Into that hole again

(Verse 2)

And I'm aware that I don't keep many friends

'Cause half of them turned on me again and again

And maybe it's my fault, usually in the end

I guess I haven't found someone worth the hand to lend

I can't say I blame them, and I like it that way

'Cause every time i get help i always gotta pay

Or maybe its my pride that was born to stay

You know either way that i really can't say

(Chorus)

And I'll always stand tall,

And never really care what people think at all,

As long as I don't ever have to fall,

And I can continue here standing tall,

And never really care what they say at all,

As long as I don't ever have to fall... into that hole again...

(Outro)

I wish that I had the faith

And I wish that I wouldn't waste...

...A whole life away

I wish that I found better days

And I wish that people wouldn't see

My fucked up past when they looked at me

I wish that i can feel the shame

And I wish that I could take the blames

But i already took the pain,

And I'm just what the world made...

..Me,,

I just want the world to see..

Whats really inside of me

Instead of looking at the past

'Cause all that stupid shit don't last

I hope and I pray it don't come back....