Dear RiverTree family,

Growing up, I wasn't raised in any religion, taught to be religious, or pushed to believe, or not believe, in any god. For this, I am thankful. I am thankful that I am able to decide for myself who God is, and what His plans are for me. I am thankful that no one raised me to believe in God, and am even more thankful that I believe in Him because I have my own faith in Him — not inherited faith from my parents.

It's funny, actually. My entire life, I just wasn't concerned about being religious. If asked, I'd label myself agnostic — unsure, maybe even confused. Religion truly is confusing, and God is even more confusing. I had no desire to burden my mind with such complication until my second semester of college, anyway.

My decision to attend a private, Catholic university ultimately lead me toward this unavoidable path. Theology, what I thought was going to essentially be my napping course that semester, intrigued me. There was this entire world that I hadn't been involved in, nor knew anything about -- a world of hope, faith, and love. Despite my disagreement toward the Catholic denomination's beliefs and fundamentals, I wanted to know more. Have you ever pondered God? Because I couldn't stop.

Next thing I know, I have a position in the communications department of RiverTree Jackson, a non-denominational Christian church in Massillon, Ohio. It was like God was playing a game with me. Mentally, I was seeking him and his truth. All I wanted was his truth — which, actually, is exactly what I received at RiverTree.

My coworkers are amazing; they are true disciples of God, which I am living proof of. I am told on a regular basis that Jesus loves me, in the most genuine manner possible -- not in the stereotypical shove-religion-down-your-throat demeanor. The church I work in is so very full of love, which truly brings happiness to my heart. Hearing teachings of the church and being a witness to its boundless acceptance brings me truth, and frankly restores my faith in religion as a whole.

I am still on this journey, following a path that is completely out of my comfort zone. I am still very lost, terribly confused and am struggling so hard with my faith. But, if it weren't for all of you, my RiverTree family, I wouldn't be on this journey at all.

Thank you for showing me love, despite my flaws. Thank you for accepting me, and not denying me for my confusion. Thank you for always being true, and showing me that there are no cookie-cutter Christians. Thank you for leading me one step closer to a relationship with God.

Love,

H