I typically am not one to revel in romantic tendencies and satisfy societal expectations of affection. I think excessive public displays of affection are ridiculous and that connections should be genuine and not based on a superficial basis. I disagree with many of the social constructs that our modern culture has adopted. I scold over affectionate couples and I roll my eyes at sappy posts on social media.
That is until I met you. The amount of comfort I feel around you is astonishing. Although I've only known you for a few months, I feel like I've known you longer. You call me out on my bullshit and never fail to tell me I look cute, even at my worst. You are thoughtful, intelligent, caring, hilarious, and sweet. You listen wholeheartedly and you aren't afraid of communication. You have purpose and confidence and, almost even better, you have no idea how attractive that is so you aren't boastful.
Additionally, I try to stay true to my personality as much as I can. I don't want to change myself to fit your mold. I do feel as though I have changed, but in a way that feels new to me. I did not give up parts of me to satisfy you, but rather reshape m own perspective and institute growth that benefits both of us. You know what I am capable of and you challenge me to meet my goals. You stimulate me mentally and hold intelligent conversations with me. You have no idea how much I value them. You have no idea how much I value you.
You are passionate and driven but you also let yourself have fun. You are adorable and full of life and make every day an adventure. You are patient and, even when I am annoying the shit out of you, you still want to be around me. You are respectful, not just to me but to everyone you meet. You are loyal to everyone around you and you are honest. Your smile lights me up inside and I get nervous around you. It's a good nervous.
I am so thankful to have stumbled into your life and I'm thankful that the most unconventional of situations brought us together. You have my heart.