I felt your touch again...
All the memories came running back. From the July Fairs, To the little moments you’d kiss me and say, “I love you.” But you left me speechless, with all these thoughts in my head. How could I breathe? How could I love someone who’d hurt me so many times? But, I still loved you. Threw the hurt and the pain you caused me , I still found myself missing you... loving you even though you hurt me.
But the thing was.. I still find myself thinking about you in the kindest ways. I remember what you did to me, but I also remember my love for you. I lay at night having dreams about you or just simply feeling your touch one more time that I crave but I cannot ever again. I can’t bring myself to say goodbye or erase our photos I have on my phone or my messages.
This is my goodbye for now. To forget your memory , even though I still miss you ..