It was our first date, it was scary and awkward on so many levels that I can’t even begin to describe and I said the words “I love you” to you. First, I was shocked out of my mind that I said the words to you on our first date. Second, I apologized as fast as I could but you laughed and said the words back. We didn’t mean it at that moment or when we even said it later that night. They were just empty words, didn’t mean anything. No, I shouldn’t have said I loved you that night because simply I did not mean it. Our first date was meant to be the place where I got my first kiss and not say the words I love you. I don’t regret telling you the words but I wish I didn’t.Those words were meant for when we actually did fall in love with each other, we did not fall in love with each other on our first date. I didn’t love you then like I do now and I know you didn’t love me on our first date like you do now. So yes, I should have never said that I love you to you, but I did and it happened. To this day we share a good laugh about it. As much as I wish I didn't say the words to you, looking back now I wouldn't have changed anything about that night.
RelationshipsApr 16, 2018
I Shouldn't Have Told You I Loved You
Sometimes the words come out with out us thinking.
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