With my recent college graduation, I have been on a road to recovery. And, with that, I have decided to recover myself. Being in schooling for the last 14 years, I never had the chance to repair myself. So, recently, I have decided to start therapy. On my road to recovery, I have to start somewhere.
This is not something that deserves immediate gratitude by any means. I have had two sessions, but I feel I am on the road to recovery. In the past, I have been on the back burner of the topic of therapy. I did not necessarily like it, but I didn't hate it. I just felt it couldn't help me. I was oblivious to the fact that it is not about that.
However, with the recent push of some friends and family members, I thought it would be good for me. Boy, was I right! I did not realize how much I needed it, but I did. To just talk to someone and to vent is really nice.
I have been in schooling for the past 14 years, just about, as I have stated before - but, I have also been working (part-time) as well. I did not have time to worry about my imperfections or my brain not being on the right track. I was constantly busy, constantly doing something - I did not have the time.
I was busy 24/8; however, now that I have the time to really think about my past and what I have done I decided why not. I might as well do what I can, when I can, and try to take advantage of insurance while I can. It's a big step for me, and it is a challenge; but, I am working towards the goal.
I am on the road to recovery and it is not easy, but what road ever is.