I was going to apologize in advance but I am stopping myself.
I was once the girl who felt the need to live in my bruises but I am healing.
I was feeling hurt when he didn’t call
But I am still being
Still seeing,
I was once out of time
Out of love
Out of woman
Out of air
I was out of breath
Out of Claudie
Out of life
Outside world
This pony girl
Done fell off the pony and grew out this girl
I was empty bathroom stall
Ashamed of the next visit
Hoping the next user can clean me up
Instead of just flushing me out
And then walking it out without washing their hands of me
I was washing my hands of me
Now I am apologizing in advance
for how much I'm falling in love with me.
That's growth.