I hate seeing the words "true love" cause then all I can think about is you.
How you never felt the same way.
You told me I mattered.
You told me you cared about me.
You made me feel loved.
But for what?
For you to just disappear on me?
For you to leave me behind so easily?
For you to dispose of me without a second glance?
Just like that?
Lucky me that I'm not dependent on you anymore.
I handed you my whole heart and what did I get in return?
Me trying to drown myself in shots of God knows what,
Trying to forget your name but mine was the only name I forgot.
Someday your name will mean nothing.
The memories will fade.
And it won't hurt anymore.