The one feeling that sucks is when you start to truly know maybe things weren't supposed to work. Maybe it wasn't meant to happen. You can feel it in your gut and you know, but the question is will you be able to face it.
Knowing
I think the part that hit me hardest...
Was knowing
Knowing that I'll never be good enough
Knowing its not me who she will love
Knowing that she's found him
Knowing that her... Will turn into them
Knowing the thought of being her happiness
Is something I'll never find
Because for her to really be happy
It is with him she'll spend her time.
With him, she'll share her love,
Her laugh, her smile
Thought we'd stay forever together,
Now we just pass in the grocery aisle
I thought she'd be my princess
I'm just not her prince charming
And the days I spend hopelessly waiting
I don't want to notice, but it's alarming
To wish I could go back to the simple days,
Before the heart pains, the feel of rush
Cause now I do know why,
It's often known... As a crush