"Screw you," she thought.
It's 10:00 pm and she was just about to sleep
when another result of you happened.
See, she likes this guy a lot,
so why can't you let her feel that way
without remnants of you creeping up?
All he said was that he was stressed out.
So why did she feel like vomiting?
Automatically thinking that it would be followed up by something she did wrong,
followed up by him being done with her?
You should know why.
She hasn't forgotten all those times she
had to run to the trash can or have you pull
over by the side of the road because you
made her so physically sick that her stomach
wanted to purge itself from the feeling of her heart
sinking into it.
She wants to rid herself of you.
Don't you dare put aside the memories of her
refusing to show her love
while still letting the false words of
"I love you"
slither out of your mouth.
You were in her past.
She can accept that.
But that does not mean you are welcomed into her present.
Or future.
So please, escort yourself out of her life,
and take your negative effects with you.
She is ready to take the next step in her life,
and she refuses to carry the weight of what
you did anymore.
It's almost 10:30 now
and I'm done wasting time
scribbling on this paper because of you.
I know I say I don't care what you're doing,
but my bitter side hopes you can't sleep too.