there's a moment when i walk into the bathroom
the mirror can greet me and i don't feel an upset in my stomach
it's foreign
the appreciation of the freckles on my face
i am in the middle of meeting self esteem for coffee
we are old lovers that never really had a chance
self love and i have a date at Applebee's next friday
but she'll stand me up while i gain weight eating every pasta on the menu
self esteem leaves while i'm powdering the nose
there's a moment when i walk into the bathroom
and like a dead conversation
it's gone