Poems Of My Life

Poems Of My Life

Part 1

I have tried many different types of writing. I've written blogs, articles, I've spent years working on my first book, but the one style of writing that was always stuck with me is poetry. I have a love for rhymes and an appreciation for feelings poured out onto a page. These poems were not just pretty words written out on a page, they were silent prayers for hope. So here today, I would like to share with you my favorites and who inspired them.

In memory of my godmother.

Blessed am I to have a Godmother like you,
So full of life, love, and kind words of wisdom too.
I can’t thank you enough for guiding me along the way,
Without you I wouldn’t be the strong woman I am today.
You taught me many lessons including patience and forgiveness,
And that even in hard times you can always find happiness.
When times were tough and life unstable,
You were there and I couldn’t be more thankful.
But now I am not sure where to turn,
Without you here we are left to mourn.
It would be selfish of me to wish you were still here,
As you are in a much better place up there.
So please continue to watch over me,
As I do my best to be the Goddaughter you would be proud to see.

For my dad.

A rope and a tire hanging from a tall oak tree

A push from you and a smile from me

The higher the faster the fun

Memories being made under the sun

Thank you for loving me

Trips to the fair and piggy back rides so I could see

Invincible was I when it was we

Scraped knees and nightmares

Lions and tigers and bears

Thank you for loving me

A promise of a treehouse that was never meant to be

But instead built for someone just like me

A kiss a cry and “I’m sorry” too

Maybe the future won’t have to be so blue

Thank you for loving me

Missed moments and enough tears to fill the sea

Days of yesterday laid to rest for better days to be

I am happy to have you still after all this time

Because losing you again would be a crime

Thank you for never giving up on me.

For my father.

I wonder if I ever disappointed you
as if maybe that's why you left so soon
How could you leave us, how could you leave me
Was there somewhere else you felt destined to be?
All the nights I spent crying, just trying to understand
all the things that happened beforehand
To lead us here, a place so alone
with no intentions of ever returning to home
I worry that things will never be better
you seem to be just like the weather
One moment sunny and cloud free
the next, storms as far as your eye can see
I hope you know I would have done anything
to change the circumstances so we would miss but nothing
To never miss a birthday, Christmas, or any day
please just tell me what I would need to say
I would do all that I can turn things around
to go back in time change your mind about leaving town
Sadly that is not something in my control
no repairs can be done to make this family whole
Truth is you had your shot and you let it go
Slipped right through your hand when you hit the road
I wonder what you did for those 17 years
Did we shed the same amount of tears?
Did you lie awake at night wondering where we were
or by that time was it all just a blur?
Did you mean to choose a life of loneliness
or was that just your way of denying me happiness?
I wonder if you'll ever realize you disappointed me
for stealing away and depriving me all the good times that were meant to be.

For love.

You'll always be the feeling I could never explain,
you'll always be the passion that drives me insane.
The rush of your touch, the taste of your kiss,
is something even my dreams will always miss.
Your hand and mine, my head beneath your chin.
The way you say I love you, still makes my head spin.

Cover Image Credit: Every Pixel

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From One Nerd To Another

My contemplation of the complexities between different forms of art.


Aside from reading Guy Harrison's guide to eliminating scientific ignorance called, "At Least Know This: Essential Science to Enhance Your Life" and, "The Breakthrough: Immunotherapy and the Race to Cure Cancer" by Charles Graeber, an informative and emotional historical account explaining the potential use of our own immune systems to cure cancer, I read articles and worked on my own writing in order to keep learning while enjoying my winter break back in December. I also took a trip to the Guggenheim Museum.

I wish I was artistic. Generally, I walk through museums in awe of what artists can do. The colors and dainty details simultaneously inspire me and remind me of what little talent I posses holding a paintbrush. Walking through the Guggenheim was no exception. Most of the pieces are done by Hilma af Klint, a 20th-century Swedish artist expressing her beliefs and curiosity about the universe through her abstract painting. I was mostly at the exhibit to appease my mom (a K - 8th-grade art teacher), but as we continued to look at each piece and read their descriptions, I slowly began to appreciate them and their underlying meanings.

I like writing that integrates symbols, double meanings, and metaphors into its message because I think that the best works of art are the ones that have to be sought after. If the writer simply tells you exactly what they were thinking and how their words should be interpreted, there's no room for imagination. An unpopular opinion in high school was that reading "The Scarlet Letter" by Nathaniel Hawthorne was fun. Well, I thought it was. At the beginning of the book, there's a scene where Hawthorne describes a wild rosebush that sits just outside of the community prison. As you read, you are free to decide whether it's an image of morality, the last taste of freedom and natural beauty for criminals walking toward their doom, or a symbol of the relationship between the Puritans with their prison-like expectations and Hester, the main character, who blossoms into herself throughout the novel. Whichever one you think it is doesn't matter, the point is that the rosebush can symbolize whatever you want it to. It's the same with paintings - they can be interpreted however you want them to be.

As we walked through the building, its spiral design leading us further and further upwards, we were able to catch glimpses of af Klint's life through the strokes of her brush. My favorite of her collections was one titled, "Evolution." As a science nerd myself, the idea that the story of our existence was being incorporated into art intrigued me. One piece represented the eras of geological time through her use of spirals and snails colored abstractly. She clued you into the story she was telling by using different colors and tones to represent different periods. It felt like reading "The Scarlet Letter" and my biology textbook at the same time. Maybe that sounds like the worst thing ever, but to me it was heaven. Art isn't just art and science isn't just science. Aspects of different studies coexist and join together to form something amazing that will speak to even the most untalented patron walking through the museum halls.

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