Heart in a knot,

Body cold,

Thoughts are tough,

Brain trembles.

We need closure,

But how when we know not,

What if?

What if it isn’t what you thought,

What if you have no control,

What if you will never have control?

Why do we do it?

Why do we need closure?

Why do we need love?

What is the meaning?

What is the point?

What do we have to do to feel warm?

Constantly cold,

Always pondering,

Always thinking,

Always wanting more.

Love? Life? Laughter?

It is amazing when done right,

It makes us warm,

It makes us feel wanted,

Yet most of the time it doesn’t.

It can be hard,

The things we say,

The words we didn’t mean,

The fast approach,

The quick track.

We think it’ll help,

But really we have no idea,

How will we know?

It’s impossible to know the outcome,

We can’t always control our reactions,

We don’t always come off the right way.

Will it ruin it all?

Will it work the way it does in your dream?

Is this really what we want?

Do we want to go through it again?

It is the adrenaline they say,

Why? Why do we need it?

In the end, it just ends cold.

She’ll leave you,

Always do,

Never changes.

Is it me?

Do I have to change?

Can I fix it?

How do you confront it all?

Do you bottle it up?

If you confront it she’ll leave,

She doesn’t want to hear it.

If you stay silent, she’ll leave,

She wished you spoke up…