Lazy | adjective la·zy \ˈlā-zē\ : not liking to work hard or to be active : not having much activity : causing people to feel that they do not want to be active : moving slowly (Merriam-Webster)

Lazy | adjective la·zy \ˈlā-zē\ : when Mojade spends hours watching Netflix because she burned out in college, but she knows there is so much she should do and won't (Mojade's Dictionary)

I have done it guys. I have finished Parks and Recreation at a ridiculously quick pace, I have caught up on a ton of TV shows in the past few weeks, and I have laid in bed and looked at the things that still need to be unpacked from college. I have gone to the gym once; I have not really seen anybody that does not live in my house, or even really conquered the important stuff that need to be planned for my summer plans. However, I still feel drained and like I still need to rest.

I have come to realize that laziness does the complete opposite of making you feel ready to conquer the world. Instead, all you want to do is lay around and continue to watch whatever show that you were binging just moments ago. Honestly, I am kind of tired of being tired. I have tried doing yoga to wake me up, and I have also tried cleaning and being productive. In fact, I was doing the whole waking early and being productive thing, and that failed very quickly.

All that I have actually accomplished is memorizing the beginning of every show that I have been zooming through. I have also found some very interesting snacks to eat that don't take a lot of time. And we cannot forget all of the tears that have fallen over countless videos and shows. However, my favorite would be lying in bed staring at the ceiling hoping that I would suddenly feel motivated to do more with my life than waste it while laying in bed.

So, the goal now is to actually do something with my life. Instead of struggling to type/do things while watching Netflix (like what I am doing now) I should focus on doing things completely focused on that task. I should also have a goal on the things that I want to conquer within the day. I suppose college took a lot more out of me than I thought.

Honestly I have no words of wisdom. Nor do I have any advice. Instead I am asking, no begging, that if any of you share some ideas that you have for not wasting away watching television. How do I find that spark to go out and actually do something with my life? Surely there is something I can do that doesn't include spending a drastic amount of money or using up so much of my gas. Please send help!