We ended our friendship recently. It was because I said something stupid and out of line, but, know it was in good and honest properties. I shouldn't have said what I did the way I had said it, and when you heard it... well let's just say it turned into a huge misunderstanding and you took it TOTALLY wrong. I learned from you instead of voicing my concerns, I should leave them locked away. You said I was talking crap but, if you heard it from my mouth, it wasn't like I had intended. You heard it from the only person you "trust" and that really hurt me. You were a really good friend for a while, and to say you didn't trust me was like a slap in the face. I mean, what's a friendship without secrets? You promised we would be friends for a while, to watch it all disappear; I was really hurt. Like I always said "you were A1 since day 1," but I guess our time is done. We went on road-trips to a haunted prison, haunted houses, concerts, you were my guitarist. The one thing we really bonded over was music. We made music. It made our friendship what it was. You left me without a muse.

But, you know something? It's okay. I'm not as angry or as upset as I was. You know to bash my best friend was uncalled for, but you were angry. I have been screwed over by friends so many times, it's almost second nature by now. I know that's a really horrible thing to say, but when you've had people let you down your whole life its okay. It still stings a little each time though. But, it was nice knowing you and I hope you are happy. Know, we might not be friends but I'll always look out for you. ALWAYS.