I thought about when you feel something good is about to happen and tried to personify that. When I have a sense that something positive will turn up, I consider the downside as well. This lasts momentarily until I remember that it's my destiny to control and no one else's. I am not implying to not be disappointed if you accept too many new ventures and they fail. However, please be kind to yourself. Your happiness about new things to come matter too.
Something is around the corner
It feels like one of those good things
It constantly creeps up and consumes
My little moments to myself
Not in a bad way,
Not that I'm complaining
It's just strange
When I don't know what's about to happen
The anticipation is like my favorite food
So close but far away
It drags on like a never-ending nightmare
To remind me
That something is coming
Yes, good, but
There's always that one instance
Where the fate turns out to be false
An illusion created to satisfy
What you want
What you feel
But even in this
Was the hope all for nothing?
Was it stupid to wish for more?
But if I don't believe in it
Then, I am reminded it seems
That wishing is not a waste
And anticipation for something positive
Isn't for naught either
This life can make impossibilities
Insignificant into significant
Dreams into realities
But only if I choose
And if I don't
Then who will do it for me?
I've spent my fair days of
Dwelling on never accomplishing
Or living out things that brought me
But in new aspirations,
I find many a light and energy
What was I waiting for?
One day, when I am feeling sad or discouraged
I'll look back at this moment again
And think, 'That's who I am"
With fearless might, I'll prevail anew
Something wonderful is coming upon the horizon
I feel it ever so closely
I owe it to myself
To attain all of these adventures
Fully and wholly