Being brokenhearted by you was an honor, to know you aren't much of a heart breaker. You aren't such a jerk as everyone claims you to be. In this letter, I just want you to know how much damage you caused and how much I thank you everyday. We were together for a while. A long time of smiling, laughing, kissing, but also dreadful times of arguing, crying, yelling, and drifting away. You were my best friend, you were my everything, I gave you my attention as you gave me yours. I have no shame for you other than you broke our promises, even as best friends before and after the fact of falling in love. Shall I start with the thank yous? Or save them for the end? Like you saved the heartbreak for the end.

I thank you for being here, for coming into my life many years ago. For teaching me wrong from right. For helping me off the ground. But for also kicking me down. For showing me that there can be happiness in laying down, and looking up and seeing nothing. Happiness in someones eyes. Showing me that even the nicest people can be the most evil people of them all. Thank you for showing me that love can do multiple things. It can make you happy, or it can break you. It can make you stand out from a crowd or hide in the crowd. I thank you for giving me the chance to fall in love with someone, and feel amazing. Thank for you for also showing me that not every "I love you" is real. For showing me that you couldn't be trusted. That no one can be trusted. I'm glad you walked in and helped me with all the bad things life had to challenge me with. But I'm also glad you walked out and chose to be happy.

Now I don't know where you are, what you are doing, how you are doing, who you are making happy, etc. But I all I hope is that some nights, or mornings, when you're up after a hard nights work, you sit and think about me. Hoping I cross your mind, and you wonder, "How is she? Is she okay? Does she miss me?" All I know and how I feel is that I hope you're happy, and I hope you can wake up and feel better. Just know, please know, I do not miss you anymore, and I am moving on. Thank you for giving me the chance of being your princess. It just wasn't the right time.