It's always hard when you really really want to try something but when you do, you hate it because you feel like you are terrible at it and that there is no use continuing on. It's hard when you try so hard at something but it's not turning out right.
But here's the truth, you only get better with practice.
People don't start out great, they become great. AND I know this is said a lot, but the thing is that it is said a lot but it's true. You have to start somewhere in order to be where you want to be and sometimes you have to start from the bottom. And you shouldn't beat yourself up about it because no one expects you to be perfect except you.
Nobody is perfect. Nobody.
YES, there are some things that people are just naturally good at whatever you are doing. And yes, it sucks that they have a natural talent. BUT, even then, those people work to get better because they don't think their best is good. Plus, there is something that you are naturally talented at that other people are jealous of and you just don't realize it.
If you feel like giving up, at least give it one month of trying a few times a week and if you still aren't happy doing it then it's okay to stop. You don't have to do it and you didn't give up if you tried it for a little while. But if you do end up starting to love it like you thought you would, you'll be so happy you stuck it out.
So please don't give up yet. Pick up that pencil, that guitar, that ball, that app and don't think, just do.