Hey there, I know you’re gonna read this and I know you’re going to know it’s about you. I’m not writing this to bash you, more to let you know how it still affects me because this is the only way I can tell you.
We use to be best friends since the second grade. Never let anything or anyone come in between us and we did EVERYTHING together. You were more like a sister than my friend, you knew every detail about me. you knew my hopes and my dreams and I knew yours. Best friends till the end, but sadly the “end” came in seventh grade, when you bullied me. I’m writing this to tell you things that I can’t get the courage to tell you in person. You hurt me. You hurt me more than any boy ever could have. You hurt me more than any injury. You destroyed me as a person. I now understand that you were hurting and you had your own issues but why did you have to drag me down with you? Because of you I have seen 3 therapist and they never worked. Because of you I lost all self confidence. Because of you I am no longer me. You made me hate myself, you made me believe that what you and everyone else in school was saying was true. But let me tell you something, making someone have to sit alone in a bath room stall eating lunch never made you cool. Tearing someone apart like you did to me never made you cool. I don’t think you realized how much you affected my life and I honestly still don’t think you do. It’s been five years and every time I see you I still wanna scream fuck you. You impacted my life so much when you bullied me, but I do have a couple things to thank you for. Thankyou for putting me through hell because if you never did, I would have never been who I am today. I wouldn’t be as strong as I am. Thankyou for pointing out my flaws because if you didn’t I would’ve never learned how to love those things you hate about me. Finally thankyou for taking that boy from me, because if you didn’t I probably would’ve been with him still and wouldn’t have known that there’s a lot better out there.
Sincerely ,
your ex bestfriend.