I've made mistakes, I know what it takes
to live you're life in dissaray
and this disorder, is making my life shorter
im long past the border of my happy place
to find my way back, I have to trace all these old tracks
see where I went wrong so long ago
in doing so, I always know
there will be a little pain to show...
and every day i wake in pain and i remain the same
and everyday i tell myself i should go away
and everytime i want to go away i cvhange my minbd and stay
just to get hiugh for one mopre day would be a blessing id say
and all I wanna dream about is drugs and sex
mixed with rock and roll and u can forget the rest
all i know was growing up was hard for me
cause i didnt know exactly who i wanted to be
and all i know is that this pain will; go away one day
let this river of sorrows flow to yesterday
let this river of sorrows flow to yesterday(3x)