I guess Odyssey has become a way for me to document my life. It acts more like a journal or a diary than a platform for my to criticize things. But, I guess that's the beauty of it: the fact that I get to use it for basically whatever I want. So here's a little life update after the last one--
About two weeks ago, I published an article talking about how crummy my life at college was going. Not going to lie, after that Wednesday my life continue to go a bit more downhill. But, like I said, with the help of my closest gal pals I've been able to get back on my feet and throw myself into whatever life hands me. At this point in time, I am back to thriving in college and I could honestly not be happier about it.
While my friends and social life are an important aspect, I think I can mostly attribute it to the fact that I'm finally learning what I want to learn. (Mostly) Gone are the days where I have to take introduction classes and courses to fulfill my SAS Core. Instead, I get to focus on my interests and my interests alone. Even though there are still those homeworks and readings that never peak my interests, I've recently gotten started on a couple of assignments that have given me free reign over my topic of choice; this means that I'm able to look into current events and technology that I want to learn about.
Sure, there are times when I feel like crying as the stress really begins to get to me. Sure, there are moments where I feel so overwhelmed that I simply want to give up. And sure, there are always going to be those pieces of information that I never truly understand. But, the point of the matter is I'm involved in my classes and what I'm learning. With about four weeks of the semester done and over with, I finally have the chance to put my all into what I'm going to be creating and (most likely) sharing with my peers for judgement.
I'm not afraid of criticism like I used to be. I'm not afraid to participate in class or even ask for help when I need it. There are going to be those tough days. But, at least I get to do something that I love and am truly passionate about.
The assignments I'm working on were only recently given to me, but I can already tell that I will not stop until I am happy with the results. I've already spent countless hours doing the research needed in order to ensure that my information passes all the necessary qualifications (as per my ITI professor's lesson) and can effectively get my point across. There are a few things that could use some work, but like I said before, I've got the guidance of my professors, mentors, and peers to ensure my success.
I'll hopefully get to update you some more about my progress in the upcoming weeks! Until then, good luck with your own endeavors :)
With love, Arielle