I am bursting with hope for 2018!
You never know what's going to be behind a door that won't open so in order for that door to open, you should do something about it. We are always evolving as human beings and personally, I've come a long way. It's another chance for me to take chances in order for me to change.
My first goal is to stop procrastinating and to do well in my classes.
I might have to remember to make a checklist and actually do work instead of thinking, "I'll finish it later." When I finish the day, I'll reward myself with treating myself out to lunch or go ice skating.
My second goal is to stop fearing the unknown.
I stress a lot about things I cannot control. My anxiety goes through the roof if I can't find a way to calm down. I might try to listen to more acoustic songs to help me unwind.
The third goal of mine is to keep my eyes focus on what's really important.
I want to find a part-time job or an internship this summer if I can but I can't do that if I'm always nervous and scared I might get rejected. I shall cut out images or save images on my phone and make a collage of what I want in life. That can help me become inspired.
The fourth goal of mine is to re-learn Chinese.
I want to be able to have an actual conversation with people. Listening to songs or watching Chinese cartoons can help and become even more enjoyable.
My fifth goal shall be to explore new restaurants, cities and to enhance my skills.
The skills could pertain to writing, ice skating, hiking and even trying to be stronger, so working out at the gym.
My last goal is to be happy and at peace.
Fear, resentment, and anger all cloud my judgments and my thought process so I choose my words in the moment. I shall try to not have my anger and fears get the best of me. I just want to be a better person and grow even more than the years before.