Even though you're in a better place and not in no more pain. I still miss you I know its selfish wanting you back so badly. Everyone says if you have a choice you wouldnt wanna come back I deep down believe it. you're probably studying and reading the bible with the angels right now.

you was my comforter

I still have your old phone number in my phone contact label still as nanny. I dont remember to much growing up as I was still a baby I do however remember you holding me in your arms or in your lap rocking me back and forth in your favorite blue recliner.

You our second mother

As time went by and our parents divorced and after moving home to home we always known we have nanny's house no matter what and that made me and my siblings heavy weight become lighter to know we got such a blessing to have wonderful grandparents to welcome us in. Always help get us going in school and encourage us to finish. Needed new clothes shoes and book bag. You gave that to us. You showed us to love ourselves when we thought we couldnt. You and papa guided us to God at a very young age and for that we are very blessed. Most importantly you showed me how to believe in myself and you believe in me when I couldn't believe in myself. You shown us love and compassion like a mother would. You told me that failure is not failure unless you really give up. Thanks to you your amazing granddaughter is a cna and an emt student. Just because you didnt give up on me even when I gave up on myself at times. Even when I thought it was to hard and I should let go.

that beach trip with just me, you, papa, my sister and my cousin that was the best the little bit I do remember. I was with my sister and cousin and I was switching to the pool and hot tub. I fell and we thought I broke my nose. You always worrying about us grandchildren.

My best friend

I always set on the floor and gossip about little Middle School drama, goals I wanted to achieve and how I was going to achieve them. We always talked about that little pink house a box car and making papa a hot dog with Pepsi while you scratched my back endlessly until I fell a sleep. I would always call you gorgeous even though i could tell sometimes you wouldnt believe it and that would hurt me. Because to me your gorgeous inside and out. You had a way to lighten the environment up.

Just know we love you. And your gone but not forgotten:)