This is a collection of poems that I wrote months back. I wanted to let everyone know that may feel like they are all alone in this mind battle, that you aren't alone. You will get through it, this is only temporary and there will be a light soon. One day that battleground won't be a battleground but a peaceful ground.
Battle Ground
Never thought there would be a war
A war between my thoughts and my heart
Never thought these wounds would come again
Or even break apart
I thought I had the perfect plan
To finally never have to deal with it again
I just wanted to play pretend
Thought that would stop them from coming in.
Battle Ground With The Sweet Sound
Now I'm lying chained… is there a way out
I know I've been here a couple times so I should know
I'm just done with all this lost hope
You make me believe, you make it comfortable when you speak, and I just can't seem to figure out what truth is
"Come take a seat here and don't leave."
And that's what I've done just to please
Battle Ground Why Can't You Be At Peace
I want to be free
I want the hell out can't you see
I'm over coming here and having you take over me
I want control, I want to find the deep truth, and stop overthinking
I want to end all these wars I come to, and heal everything
That hill I see others on:
Go, run, you can do it, don't listen to the voice that says they won't let you come on
A New Beginning
Battle Ground
You may have won before
But let me tell you the war is over
New soldiers came and fought
showed me what true strength I got
You are never going to steal what you stole from me from the first shot
Because between you and me, this ground is now my territory