I think something that's important to know about me is that I'm an all or nothing girl. I want you to love all of me or love absolutely none of me. I know that I am worth it. I know that one day, someone will sweep me off my feet and that will be the end of it. But until that happens, or rather on the journey to the happy ending I long for.. know that if you do not love me, I want you to leave me, mostly because I probably do not have the strength to leave you.
I am an independent woman, yes, but there's something about the rush I get when I'm with someone that makes me want more. You can treat me bad, but I'm stubborn, so I will stay. I will try to make you treat me right. I will try to make you the one, and that's where you come in. I need you to love me or leave me.
I need you to want to sit with me while I cry because I'm fighting with my mom. I need you to want to take me to dinner. I need you to want to stay in and snuggle up on the couch with me and pizza instead of going to that "rager" that your best friend is throwing. I need you to want to take me shooting. I need you to want to take me to the musical in the NYC. I need you to want me on my good days and on my bad days. I have goals for a career. I have memories I want to make. I have places I want to travel to and if you want to be with me while I encounter these experiences, be my guest. But, I need you to pick me, choose me, love me. And if you don't....... GET OUT OF MY LIFE.
Walk away, and walk away as soon as possible. It's not going to make me feel any better if you stay and don't want to. I'm going to know. I'm going to hear the tone in your voice when you agree to another date night and I'm going to see the look on your face when I laugh at a joke. I'm going to see the disappointment on your face when I'm not your dream girl. So, get the hell out. Because the guy that I want… he will love me. He will love what I love. He will treat me right, and if that is not you, goodbye.