I’m not here to judge you or to pick out every little thing that is wrong with you. I’m here to just tell you why I love and why I hate you.
I hate that you do not open yourself up to people anymore. I hate that you are scared to let people know who you truly are. I hate that you do not want to be seen as vulnerable or weak when sometimes you need to be. I hate that you have your little attitude that causes you to shut down. I hate that you get depressed at random times during the day. I hate that you don’t think you’re beyond amazing or even the slightest bit special.
I hate that you pick out flaws about your body. I hate that it is so hard for you to be in love with someone. I hate that you drink sometimes just to ease the pain. I hate that you hurt so much at the slightest unacceptance.
I hate that you feel lonely when someone leaves you alone for less than two hours. I hate that you put so much pressure on yourself to have the approval of others.I hate that you will push people away because you don’t want to get attached too easily. I hate that you are complicated.
The hardest part of writing this was telling you what I hate about you. But the best part of it is telling you why I love you. I love that you accept anyone and everything. I love that you always are ready to play Beyonce in the car to lighten everyone up. I love that you dance like a fool but everyone loves it.
I love that you can eat and eat. I love that you’re loyal to everyone you meet. I love that you are biracial because it makes you so unique. I love that you are bright and bold.
I love that you love decorating even the tiniest of rooms.I love that you're always there to help your friend. I love that you want to do something with your life no matter how tough the obstacles are. I love that you're always willing to throw in some jokes when there is tension. I love that you are a hugger. I love that through all the bad things in your life you still manage to be a positive person. I love that you are easy to be loved and hard to be hated.