These last few months have gone by in a flash. Everything is moving so rapidly. Everything is new. Everything is lovely, and precious, and beautiful, and genuine, and just... new. It's like being in a dream that you've dreamt so, so many times. A dream that you've waited for. A dream that you've laid your head on your pillow so many times for, that you've closed your eyes earlier than you need to for because it's just way too good of a dream.

Then suddenly, it's real. Suddenly it's no longer a fantasy. Suddenly it's you. You're here. You're standing in front of me, and you're everything that I've ever, ever needed, and wanted, and somehow I just wasn't ready. My breath gets taken away each day because I can't comprehend that I don't have to go to sleep to be in that beautiful dream anymore; it's my reality.

You have undoubtedly changed everything in my life. The past seems so distant when I'm with you. I can almost pretend I'm someone else. I don't have to remember the bad and not even the good, I just have to focus on the future. Focus on you. There are so many things that I fear. I fear that I'll mess up. I fear that you'll realize you don't want me. I fear that each minute is moving way too fast, and I won't get nearly enough time with you. I fear that I'll lose you somehow before I can even blink. But then, I have to sit for a moment. I have to gather my thoughts and remember who you are.

I have to remember who we are. We are unstoppable. We are everything. We are love. We are that dream that people don't want to wake up from. Whenever that sudden panic passes through my mind, I'm going to remember who we are. I'm going to remember how you have given me, everything, even if it means that you will have nothing. I'm going to remember how happy your smile makes me. I'm going to remember how the dumbest, and dorkiest moments, are the funniest. I'm going to remember the kaleidoscope of emotions that hit me every day when I look at you. I'm going to remember, how you treat me like I'm the most fragile creature on the planet like I need extra care.

I'm going to remember how you put me first, no matter what. I'm going to remember you, and then it'll all be okay.