8/12/93
This wrinkled pillow is all I have. In
this confinement, nothing else is mine. I spend the day, following a
routine; Wake up, go to breakfast, work out in the yard, shower, free
time, and then back to my cell. Of all the things here, nothing is my
own. I have no photos. No family outside of these walls. I've been on my
own for a while, traveling, seeing the world. I had traveled abroad,
and finally made it to almost every country. I had seen it all. The
Eiffel Tower, The Forbidden City, The Great Wall of China, Sydney Opera
House. You name it, and I've most likely been there and could tell you
about it. I had just come back to the States after this worldwide
adventure of mine. Let's just say I was in the wrong place, at the wrong
time. I was in Detroit, and I was going to go to all the museums in the
city and admire all the art. I walked into a nearby gas station and was
searching for a bag of Barbeque Lays. Before going into anymore detail,
let me just state on a side note that Detroit is a bit... crime-filled.
So I was grabbing a bag of chips on the shelf, when the man in the mask
came in. He had a gun and barged in, robbing the store. I had my own
gun on me, as I travel alone, and I started crawling towards him, trying
to attract little attention. I had gotten close enough, shooting
distance, and I pulled the trigger. The man was taken by surprise, and
his now wounded body fell to the floor with a soft thud. I had never
killed anyone in my life, until that day. The cashier was in shock,
crying her eyes out. She looked to be about eighteen years old, probably
new to this job, and she was hysterical. When the police arrived, she
tried to explain what happened between her sobs. They seem to have
gotten the story wrong though. There were no cameras in this gas station
mart, and the cashier was the only other witness. Next thing I know,
I'm in court, claimed to be guilty, and thrown into prison. I always
remember that day, reflecting upon the details of it, everyday.
Sometimes I think that cashier might have had it out for me or
something, or was possibly an accomplice. Maybe she was a daughter of a
mob leader, who knows? All I know is that longer I am in here, the more I
think of how she framed me and how she could have been apart of the
whole robbery scheme. I don't know maybe I'm crazy.
Wait. What's that? The guard just said
someone's here to see me. As I peer out my open cell door, I see her at
the end of the hall. Her young face, slowly coming closer and into my
line of sight. She looks different; older, lustful, and evil. The face
comes into the light, and I can clearly see her now. It is her. The cashier.
-Charles