Trying to figure out life
I feel like i am living in an enclosed cage like a dog in the pound, just trying to make people like me and not being who I want to be. I would say the last time I was truly happy was around 5 years ago. Yes, there are days where you act happy, but being truly unconditionally happy without faking it is something that I don’t even know exists for me anymore. I have tried for so long to do anything and everything to make my family proud, and have been so  worried about my future that I haven’t enjoyed life. I am just now figuring out that I need to do something to make  life enjoyable again. I need to be happy. And I’m sure some of you feel the same way. Well starting now, I’m going to try to talk daily about how to make life the best it can be. Â