Our passion for one another is as free and beautiful as wild horses galloping on a beach during sunrise. We discovered something that people search their whole life for. I will always be behind you giving my support.

My love, you have caused many laughing moments and some of the happiest times of my adulthood. I am grateful you have been part of my life.

You taught me how to love a significant other and broke me out of an unemotional shell. Gazing into your slightly hazel eyes gives me reassurance that everything is going to work out. Our hands clasped together causes lovely warmth to spread throughout my body. All I need is your company to create blissful moments. You turn my worst days into the best when I'm curled into your side with my head on your chest and your arm wrapped lovingly around me.

I love when you're napping in that Florida State University hoodie. You look so adorable with the hood covering your head. I love how at peace you are with no worries coating your face.

I love how your beard feels against my neck and face when you leave kisses.

I love the laugh you release after jumping out of a dark doorway to scare me. I love that you'll hug me after you scare the bejesus out of me.

I love how the bridge of your nose crinkles when you don't want to do something.

I love the slight smile you try to hide when you're going to surprise me. I love that you will sometimes surprise me with coffee when I'm upset. I love how you'll make breakfast when it is my turn, just to see me smile. I love that you drove us almost two hours to a frozen waterfall where we could play in the snow up to our knees.

I love running my hands through your short black hair as your head lies in my lap.

I love that you caused such growth in my personality and soul.

I will always love and cherish you.

But you crushed my heart when "I just can't do this anymore" flashed on my mobile's screen.

Didn't everything we have been through and fought for grant me more than a breakup text? Were you trying to make it easier for me to get over you? If that is the case, then you are a selfish fool.

You didn't want to hear or see my tears; you didn't want to spend hours trying to talk it out. You didn't want to fight for us.

I know my anxiety and need of knowing your feelings were too much for you to handle. So, you broke my soul in the coldness of night.

I am in love with you and fought for our future. The picture of us with children as we took them on outdoor adventures filled my heart. My love for you gave me patience for your fear of commitment. My own walls and trust issues gave me understanding of your unwillingness to discuss feelings. But after a year and a half, my anxious heart needed to know if you loved me.

You ignored me for days, didn't want to see or speak to me, then shattered my heart through a soulless device. For days I felt guilty for breaking our happiness to discuss my emotions and fears. Then I realized that relationships are about more than one person. We both share the blame for our split.

I hate being cold to you but it is the strength we both need. I have to make sure we don't fall into the missing each other routine and then attempting to work it out. We both have a lot of growing and learning to do.

I will always love and cherish the best friend I had in you. The memories of our adventures, baking mishaps and the small moments of being with one another will never be forgotten.

"If you love someone, set them free. If they come back they're yours; if they don't they never were." —Richard Bach