Dear Max,

You have grown so old and I want to tell you a couple things before God takes you. Every living thing eventually dies and I hope you wait until I am home to set your soul free. If by chance you go when I am away at college, here is what Mom, Dad, or Maggie should read to you from me.

We brought you into our family when I was in kindergarten, so you have been with me through it all. From switching elementary schools, to the first day of middle school, to my first prom, to my endless smiles with my friends and family, to my tears over school, to the free mornings I would spend with you during my senior year, to my high school graduation, and finally to the three months of seldom seeing me at home, you have been by my side.

When you were young, you could not keep your one ear up. For years, you would walk around with one ear down. As you matured, you learned to keep both ears up and showed that you can get over any health issue. In your life, you encountered many issues with your health but every time you endured and came back stronger than ever. You will always be an inspiration to me.

If I did not have you, my life would not include the many greetings at the front door and hugs before bed. You protected the house when my family and I went on vacation and excitedly ran up to us when we got home from week long trips. I never felt in danger in our house because I knew if someone tried to break in, you would cause havoc and protect us. You are a family member, friend, and protector all in one. When I went to college and came home for the first time, I nervously walked into the house, afraid you would not remember me. But to my relief, you ran up and greeted me once you heard the garage door open. I cherish every moment with you because I never know if it will be the last.

When God takes you, it will break my heart but I know that your soul will live on. You will always be my protector and will become a guardian angel to me. I wish you could speak, so I could hear your thoughts. If you told me you fear death, I would reassure you that death is nothing to fear and that we will always be together, even if it is in spirit. Lastly, I hope that you know the positive impact you had on my life and that you should be proud of the life you lived. You are not a lifetime friend but rather an eternal companion. Once God takes you, fly as high as you want, but do not forget to come down to visit me once in a while. I love you.

Forever greatful for you,

Abbey