I told you this would happen
I told you you would feel this way
But you didn’t listen did you
No, and now you feel lost and confused
You sit wondering what happened
How did you let yourself feel this way
Like a monster you can’t control
No matter how hard you try to stop it
It used to only occur once in a while
Now it happens all the time
And even harder to control than before
All you can do is watch it
Watch it as your family gets torn apart
See, if you listened and paid attention
Maybe it wouldn’t be this bad
Maybe you would be happier
Instead of the monster you become without meaning to
You feel one way, but your actions show another
Haha, I told you, now I am going to sit back
And watch you humiliate yourself
While you stress out
And wonder why you have become the way you are
It would be easier if you watched
As the illness took over you
If you listened, you wouldn’t have hurt your loved ones
And maybe would have sought for help before it got this far
But you didn’t, so suffer the consequences
Worry about how to make things better
Worry about how to make your family believe it isn’t them
The reason you act the way you do
Make them believe the way you feel
And the way you act
Are two completely different things
You are trying so hard to figure out how to do that
Because this confusion has taken over
The words won’t come out
I am making you feel like it is your fault
The way I tell you you should have listened
But it isn’t your fault
You can’t help feel the way you do
I am sorry I blamed you
Honestly, I didn’t see this coming
So for me to feel better about the silent attack
Is by putting the blame on you and saying
You should have listened