I remember that night

Drove away screaming

Tried to get it out

But pain wouldnt leave me

6 months later

It wont leave me still

Can't seem to kick you out of my mind

My memory kills

I cry and cry for this pain to leave my life

I scream for it to go away

I want to tell you I'm sorry, I think I might

But instead I keep my words locked up and safe

I scream them alone, in frustration

Alone, alone, alone

Away from confrontation

When we fell apart, my heart broke in two

One piece for me

one piece for you

Please understand that I didn't want to leave

It was just something I had to do

Now I'm left with a half-functioning heart

And I can't bring myself to even think of loving anyone new

I try to let go, but that's the hardest part

Still I'll keep walking

I'll keep going for myself and not for you

I'll walk until I'm far away

Because that's the only way my heart will make it through


Originally posted on my blog, Rithimus Poeta. (Rithimuspoeta.blogspot.com)