As the year draws to a close, I feel anxious and stressed. I mostly feel exhausted. Who would have thought that April could have this effect on someone? Regardless of that, I also feel grateful for this year and all the opportunities it has given me. My first year in college provided me with so many skills, opportunities, and struggles that I will remember for a lifetime.

My freshman year gave me an amazing roommate. I have loved every minute of living with her and I could not have asked for a more chill roommate. Additionally, my roommate became one of my best friends. I am so thankful for the tiny, white cinderblock walls of our small dorm room because it gave me a beautiful soul that I will forever cherish. Emma, if you're reading this, you rock and I cannot wait to see you kill it again next year.

It also gave me sisters. It gave the opportunity to let loose with them and build bonds with friends that I know I'll have forever. It gave me future roommates, pregame partners, and most importantly, comfort. This year gave me my sisters so that I would feel more at home. I know that they are in my life for a reason now. I am so thankful for them and cannot wait to tear up our house next year.

This year gave me love. I won't gush too much about this one but I cannot even fathom how I will make it without our late night food runs and movie nights.

This year gave me strength. I learned a lot about my abilities; mental, physical, and academic. I swam a mile, stayed up until 5 AM studying for three tests (in one day, should I add), I joined a writing group, and I cried about missing home. However, with the support of my school and my friends, I was able to jump back from hardships or celebrate my accomplishments every time. I gained so much self-awareness here and I can't wait to come back and continue to blossom in the fall.

Finally, this year gave a home. I am so sad to be leaving this place and I do not know how I am going to survive without it. I am so grateful for the atmosphere of growth and acceptance. It's so hard to leave but we're coming back stronger than ever.