Some people may get mad at me for saying this, but people who commit suicide are weak. They give up on life, on there family and most of all they give up on God.
Trust me I know the sinking feeling. The feeling of drowning in depression. The hopelessness, the lonelyness and the sadness. It’s all a heavy feeling that makes you feel like your drowning.
Don’t do that. Don’t give up. Don’t feed into those dark thoughts that seem to always crowed your head.
No, depression isn’t easy to live with at all. I know. I suffer from it. I’ve been there, I’ve thought about every way to kill myself. I’ve tried it a few times but I cloud never do it. I wasn’t going to give into the darkness.
I prayed to God many times to give me the strength to be stronger then the thoughts. He always has. Every time I was about to put that razor to my skin and cut my main artery, I heard his voice in my head and I felt his touch.
With him I won’t give into my biggest fear. With him I’ll over come this. I’ll over come anything.
When you feel like giving up, like there’s nothing left, like the world is just to hard to live in, pray. Don’t pull the trigger, don’t take the pill, don’t jump, don’t cut. Just pray, God is always the answer.