So many moments can change our lives; our first date, when we start college, finding out that a loved one is in the hospital or when we get our first car. We all have felt what it is like to have everything changed in a moment.
That is what it felt like for me when I was called to ministry by God. The actual moment it happened was not what I expected, it was not a huge or dramatic moment, where there were all kinds of emotions happening. I did not hear the cliche, deep voice of God saying, "Gabriel, I want you to be a pastor." This moment was different, it was peaceful, but it changed my life forever.
I did not always want to be a pastor, for a long time I wanted to be an architect, but apparently, you have to be somewhat skilled in art and mathematics—not my strong suite—so I gave up on that dream pretty quickly. Then I wanted to be a professional musician; to be in Hillsong United and go around touring for the rest of my life. I tried and failed at that too. But I am grateful now that both of these avenues fell through.
When I was a freshman in high school I decided to audition for the youth group worship team at my church. I remember walking into the audition very nervous, and I sang the old song, "He is Exalted." I probably was so pitchy and nervous, but little did I know, this ministry would lead me into many good times in the presence of God.
I quickly became involved in worship leading at my church and at youth group, and I remember one particular night at youth group when we were singing the song by Hillsong entitled, "All I need is you," and suddenly, I felt so at peace. I had felt the Holy Spirit on me when I led worship before, but this time, it was different; I felt the Holy Spirit and at the same time this amazing amount of peace. Now whenever I lead worship, I just feel as if I need to pursue ministry. I feel more empowered by God, and now that I am heading into my senior year of college, pursuing ministry, I am overjoyed that God moved me in that way. Him calling me to ministry was the best and most peaceful moment of my entire life.
I did not hear God's voice, but I know He called me; I did not see Him, but I know He saw me; I did not physically feel God, but He changed me forever, and I am grateful.