I gave you everything, and you hurt me in so many ways. To be cheated on, lied to, the emotional pain that it caused.
All that pain I dealt with really brought me down to my lowest emotional stage in life. All those years spent together, you said you loved me, or at least I thought so.
My heart has been shattered into so many pieces that I’m scared to trust anyone with my heart.
It’s been a year or so since we broke up, and I am still scared to put my heart out there.
The last time I gave someone my heart, it was mistreated and broken, I’m incredibly scared to ever fall in love again.
I don’t ever wanna go through that emotional pain again, no one should have to deal with the emotional pain from being cheated on.
I wanna love again, I miss everything about being in a relationship. Waking up to someone by your side, having someone to love, taking goofy photos, I miss is all.
I’ve never been so scared in my life to wanna love again. It’s been awhile since we broke up, and I’m here to tell my heart that it’s okay to get back into the dating world.
It may now be today, or tomorrow but someday I’ll find someone worth opening up to. I know I’ll find someone who will love me for who I am and someone that treats me well.
I have to learn from my mistakes and not let the past relationships ruin my future. My happiness starts with believing in myself. When I believe in myself, I can start to love again.
Love isn’t easy, especially when you fall fast. As everyone else, I deserve to move on and be happy.