I ask myself very often, where would I be without my girls?
The answer: No where near the place I am at right now.
My girls are some of the people who I hold closest to my heart and I never want to let go of. Even though now we are experiencing life at different paces and trying to figure out where we belong in this crazy world, I know I can always count on you all to have my back.
Being over 1,000 miles away from home is harder at sometimes than others. In times where I just need my girls, it is extra painful. I may not be able to say it all that often, but I love you and have no clue what I would do without you in my life. I try keeping you updated on all that happens as if you are living through these experiences with me-- because I wish you were. Experiencing things like making a new friend who would fit in just great with us, going out on a friday night, or crying from the boy who just broke my heart is not the same without you here. I wish more than ever that I had you here by my side experiencing it all.
The memories we have made throughout the years I hold close to my heart. All my new friends know about you and our stories as if they lived it with us. Not a day can go by where you do not cross my mind. You have impacted my life and left an imprint on my heart.
Even at the worst of times, I always knew I could count on you to have my back. I never had to face the darkness alone; you were always there to help guide me along the path.
I am counting down the days until we can have crazy adventures together, doing plenty of things we probably should not be doing; but that is what making memories is all about. Spending restless nights and days on end together is all I have been looking forward to.
My life with you has made me feel complete and I never want to even imagine what life without you would be like.
One day when we have our lives together, with our own families, I hope that we can carry out traditions that we have now for our kids in the future. I can not wait until the day I see you get married to the love of your life or hold your first born child in your arms. You have been in my life up until now and I plan on keeping you around for as long as we live. We have stuck by each other's sides through the ups and the downs; that is something that will never change.
Thank you for being the light that guides me through this dark world.