To the girl scared of the future,
I understand how you feel. Trust me, I know where you’re coming from.
First of all, it’s going to be OK.
Whatever is happening right now is going to work out. It may not be exactly to your benefit, but you need to make whatever happens work for you.
Take the best out of an awful situation and run with it.
You have so much going for you. You are an amazing person, and I know you’ll be able to get through this. It’s OK to be scared. The future is a scary thing.
Nothing is permanent. Nothing is certain.
Don’t ever let anything hold you back.
The school you’re afraid to apply to? Apply to it.
The relationship you’re afraid of pursuing? Pursue it.
The city you’re afraid to move to? Move to it.
Follow your dreams, and don’t let anyone hold you back.
As for what you’re struggling with now, I know it’s hard. You don’t deserve it. You deserve happiness and peace in your life.
Life is hard. It throws curveballs at us. It hands us things we don’t want and doesn’t let us give them back. But you are strong, and you can get through this.
It's all going to work out in the end and if it hasn't worked out, it's not the end.
Sincerely,
Scared as well