Hey,
Life has been crazy lately. I've been so busy getting my own life together that I wish I had more time for us. Every day is another day to make sure that I don't completely fall apart. I know we've been talking more and it's been a lot of fun lately. I'm really bad when it comes to trying to keep relationships going. I might even be completely in love with you but at this point, I don't think I can allow that to happen.
I know that I'm being very selfish. I've really enjoyed the time we've spent together recently and I wouldn't trade it for the world. Although, my world lately has become filled with myself. This year so far has been filled with confusion and honestly, and I don't think it would be fair to bring you into all of this. I'm kind of just all over the place right now and the last thing I would want to do is bring you into all of this. I don't want to have to do the whole cliche "it's not you, it's me" thing, but it's kind of true. I'm in a state of life right now where our "DTR" needs to be that there is no relationship.
So, what does this all mean? It's not that I don't want to be with you anymore. If anything, I want to be with you even more but I need you to know that I really just need to focus on myself. I wish I could just throw everything away and just enjoy life with you, but, I think I need to enjoy and figure out my own life before I can do this kind of commitment.
I really pray that you'll understand.