I wonder if you can even understand how much it means to me that you screwed me over. You lead me on, you complimented me, I complimented you... Then we had the most awkward conversation ever. I would love to say good things about you, but I can’t find the words to say. Sounds mean, I know, but some people don’t deserve fake compliments. Girls, “girls can be so catty”… please guys can be so secretive and manipulative liars to us. I guess you can say this is my story, and I’m sure it’s happened to other girls as well. Well you know what, go on and talk to that other girl, heck even marry the girl. I can play this game just as well as you can. Would it hurt your feelings when she leaves? Would it hurt your feelings to be talking to her for almost 3 weeks straight, and one day she just tells you, “I’m talking to someone else,” would it hurt? No, it continues. Would you feel like an idiot trying to flirt when she already lost interest but you had no idea? Would you feel like an idiot if you tried to imply to meet them sometime soon and she kinda just never answered the question because she was afraid to say it? Would you feel like shit when she says “I was afraid of how you would react”? Will it hurt when you hang up the phone and put away your computer and erase every conversation? Will it hurt when you look at their contact in your phone, and watch yourself slowly start to delete it? But you won’t want to. You won’t want to because you wanna hold on to a time that becomes a memory. You’ll stain your pillow for days with tears, you’ll ignore everyone that wants to help you. You’ll get sad, and lose who you think you once were and who you want to be. You’ll try to get up each day and put on a smile for everyone, and fake happiness when they ask, “are you okay?" You can’t let anyone know because then you’ll look weak.

Eventually, you'll get tired and forget about them. You would think... But in reality that doesn’t happen. You’ll catch yourself re-reading text messages before everything changes, you could go insane over the attention you miss.Just like every other human being we wish for something that we want, not of what we know is good for us. This wasn’t good for anyone. I was not good enough for you obviously. It’s fine though because you’ll text me back cause god knows I will be bound to be your rebound. But I will be talking to another guy, but this time I'll be the person to tell you right away instead of waiting. That’s messed up what you did. Best wishes to you and your future, cause god knows I sure won’t be in it.