I gave you the book with hope
That you'd read it and see.
Something wasn't right with me.
I lost all color.
I laughed at all your jokes.
I waited for you by our locker.
I held you while you cried.
My parents called you theirs'.
None of that mattered,
In the end there was only me.
Do you remember?
Do you still care?
Did you even read the book?
If you would've read it,
You would've seen
How much I loved
You.
My best friend and confidant.
Because of you I changed.
I hurt people.
I lied.
I-I died a little inside.
Now without you,
I'm healing.
I'm adapting.
My mind is being
Filled with new memories,
Better memories.
I have better friends
And hopefully I'm more kind.
Thank you for
Your friendship,
But I don't need it now.