Dear Future Husband,
Whoever you may be, and wherever you are,
please know these things I'm very sorry for.
I’m sorry for all these years I’m wasting, chasing someone else.
I’m sorry for ever thinking I could live life by myself.
I’m sorry for all the baggage I’m still carrying around with me.
I’m sorry for all the things I’ll say one day when I’m just hangry.
I’m sorry for changing clothes ten more times once I’m dressed.
I’m sorry for the stupid fights I’ll start when I’m stressed.
I’m sorry for all the tears I’ve wasted wanting someone else.
I’m sorry for all the days I thought of no one but myself.
I’m sorry for seriously always running late to everything.
I can promise to try and fix it, but I make no guarantee.
I’m sorry for all the dogs I’ll get without forewarning you.
I’m sorry for all other critters I try and bring home too.
I’m sorry for all the scars made by a boy who broke my heart.
I’m sorry for all the times I let him tear my world apart.
I’m sorry for ever thinking another boy could fill your shoes.
I’m sorry for ever thinking I knew love prior to you.
I’m sorry for these years I’m making you wait.
I’m coming, I promise. I’m just running late.
I promise I’m coming as fast as I can,
knowing that time is just part of God’s plan.
He’s turning me into the woman you’ll need,
so I'm growing in Him to make sure I exceed.
Though I don’t know who you are, or if we have ever met,
I do know my past is a part you’ll readily accept.
For my future husband will have chosen to forgive me,
and still, somehow, choose me to stay with him eternally.
I do wish I knew your name
or had a clue who you are,
but there’s no doubt in my mind,
you will be worth waiting for.