Thank you for being there for me. Thank you for being the cause of my laughter, the reason I smile or the reason I lose my sanity. I would like to thank you for all that you have done for me. And thank you for all that you will do for me in the future. Thank you for listening to my problems even when I just seem to complain about everything and anything. You have helped me through some tough times even though you may not have known it. You have given me advice that I've taken or sometimes regret not taking. You know what to say even if I don't want to hear it. You are blunt, honest and caring and I wouldn't want you to be any different.
I'm sorry I didn't always listen. I realize that I should have listened more. I know there were times where you were calling for help and I didn't notice, but honestly I could say the same about you. Yes, you were there for me, but not always when I needed it the most.
I'm sorry I could never fully communicate how I was feeling, or what I wanted to say. Some things I just couldn't talk about with you because I wasn't sure how you'd react.
I know we both could have tried harder, maybe neither us knew how. We both could have been there more for each other, but maybe it was hard.
No matter what though, I promise I did care, I cared no matter what you said from complaining about stupid boys, to complaining about classes and obviously talking about thing that you accomplished.
I always did care about you, how you were feeling, what was going on in your life and even just how your day went.
I'm sorry sometimes I'm thick-headed, indecisive, or sometimes clingy. That's only partially to be blamed on my anxiety. Because a lot of the people I attached to when I was younger either judged me too much, never truly cared for me, or left. So I honestly never meant to upset you or make you mad.
I know I let you down sometimes and I'm sorry for that.
But I truly am sorry for everything wrong I've done.
My hope is that you can forgive me.
I know I wasn't perfect, but I've kept all of your secrets like a good friend should. And I have accepted you for all your imperfection. I hope you can still accept me for mine. I know I can make you laugh when you don't want to. And I know how to make you happy.
I promise from now, I will try harder always. I will be a better friend that I have been to you. As long as we can still be as close as we once were. I will be there for you whenever and wherever you need me. I will listen to you, whether you are asking for advice or not. I will be more observant to you when you don't want to tell me something is wrong.
I promise that no matter what I will always be your friend, even if I'm not the best at acting like one. I promise to love you as my friend always.
I will keep my promises this time, I swear it.
A Friend Who Will Care For You No Matter What