To the brother stuck in between,

I am sorry.

I am sorry that I put you in a position that causes so much conflict. I am sorry that you had to watch your best friend break my heart after almost four years with them. But most of all, I am sorry you had to watch me piece my broken heart back together.

I want you to know, I hope you are still best friends with him.

I hope things don't change just because he made a terrible mistake. A mistake that you know he made, but I knew going into this that us parting ways was a possibility. I loved all the memories the three of us made together. I couldn't think of a better trio than us, but people change, and leave for other people and that's okay. God closes doors so better ones open. I know you know exactly how I feel, and I know you hurt for me as well, and I'm sorry.

I'm sorry you have to watch your best friend treat another girl better than he treated me.

I'm sure its hard for you to hangout with her knowing he probably cheated on me with her, but I don't want you to be bitter towards her. I want you to be the bigger person. I want you to welcome her into your friend group with open arms because we are better people than that. We were raised to love with our whole hearts even if that means getting hurt. We were raised to treat people with respect no matter the circumstance and this circumstance is no different.

I hope you know it doesn't make me mad that you hangout with them.

It may hurt my heart a little to know she took my place but life goes on. I will go on. I am strong and Momma didn't raise no bitch! I will rise up and out run this heart break because I have you and I always will. Your best friend doesn't have that guarantee but I do.

So thank you.

Thank you for picking me off the bathroom floor crying and telling me I am better than this. Thank you for constantly reminding me I am more than enough. Thank you for answering my calls and texts when I was second guessing my worth. But most of all thanks for loving me endlessly even though you're stuck in between. I could not ask for a better best friend or brother. I hope everyone that meets you in life realizes how blessed they are to even be in your presence. You're one of a kind, bro.

From a sister that's sorry,
xoxo