Confessions Of A Christmas-aholic

Confessions Of A Christmas-aholic

Because it really is the most wonderful time of the year.

So, Christmas is just around the corner. Department stores are starting to put up their displays, holiday specials are getting scheduled for their normal lineup on Freeform's (RIP, ABC Family) 25 Days of Christmas and the radio stations are beginning to play different versions of the same old songs we sing each year. Some people are completely overwhelmed by the Christmas season and the hustle and bustle. For me, there are only two seasons: Christmas season and the season before Christmas season.

I am a Christmas-aholic.

I don't know how I got to this point. One minute, I'm 7 years old singing Jingle Bells with my first grade class, the next, I'm turning Christmas music on religiously in August and crying my eyes out on December 26th. There's just something about this time of year that makes me feel happy inside, and I guess I just want it to never go away. Some may call this a weird, unhealthy state of mind, but what's wrong with a little extra cheer every now and then? Whatever the case may be, these are my confessions.

Confession: I listen to Christmas music all the time. Starting the day after Halloween, the other genres of music will not exist to me until some time after the new year. From Bing Crosby to Mariah Carey, I know every single song, forwards and backwards. If I hear a store playing Christmas music, I'm 20 times more likely to buy something there. (Okay, that might be a bit of an exaggeration, but I'll definitely stay in the store for as long as possible.)

Confession: I will watch Christmas movies at any time of the year. If I happen to get through the season without watching some of my old favorites, I will cram them all in on Christmas night and cry a little bit when they are over.

Confession: I have completely planned a Christmas themed wedding on Pinterest and I am not one bit sorry about it. Some say February is the month of love, but I would have to argue that December beats February by a mile. Christmas is also way more romantic than Valentines Day. My bridesmaids will wear red dresses with gold heels and poinsettias will be in my bouquet. My husband-to-be will also have to love Christmas as much as I do, so this wedding may actually never happen.

Confession: It totally bothers me when people forget the CHRIST in Christmas. Without the birth of Jesus, there would be no Christmas. So, take a second out of your commercial holiday cheer and recognize the reason for the season, Scrooge!

Confession: I cry on the day after Christmas (and the day after that.) Like really, is there anything more depressing than going back to normal life after the most wonderful time of the year? New Year's is kind of exciting, but does not hold a candle to Christmas. I admittedly play Christmas music after Christmas, it just takes some of that pain away.

Confession: I like to think that somewhere, out there, there is a Santa Claus. Call me crazy, but Christmas magic is totally a real thing and so is the guy in the red suit.

The time until the big day is slipping by very quickly. Spend time with your loved ones and have the best Christmas ever, and if you're a Christmas-aholic like I am: do everything that you love to do during the holidays. Watch the same movie ten times over or make way too many cookies, we are of the same mindset. Have a wonderful holiday season, and Merry Christmas!

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Christmas Of Remembrance Series: My Last Letter

Christmas time is not about the gifts... It is about something far, far more special.


Dear Reader,

Thank you for your time.

This is a series that I have dedicated to those I have loved and lost. It was merely a thought, then an idea, and now a realized creation. Christmas time… all winter really is a hard time for me. It holds this duality in my life of being both my favorite and also my least favorite and difficult time of year. It has been that way for years now.

In a way, this series aids my closure and healing further, and it allows me to tell my story in a way that, to me, is less scary (one of the many great facets of this platform). It was never my intention to write this in order to reach people, or encourage people, or serve as an inspiration to anyone. This was for me and only me. No one else. But, if these pieces of writing do impact someone, somewhere, or make them feel encouraged or inspired in some way or another, or just simply make them feel, then I hope you have enjoyed them. If I can make someone feel, then I guess I have done my job.

The life of an artist is often an uncertain one. The life of a human is a trying one. But life is a journey, and all journeys have their trials. Their tests. Their triumphs and rewards. And they all have their losses. What matters most is what you make of all of it. What lessons you learn. What changes you make. What life you create for yourself. What art you create because of it all. It can be very, very hard. But it can all be glorious at the same time.

At the heart of this series, my words, there is this deep and valuable belief of mine: Christmas (or the Winter Holiday that you may celebrate) is so much more about presents and cooking and shopping and all that other bullshit… it is about family.

The family that is related by blood. The family that surrounds your heart. Your Mom. Your brother. Your dearest friends. The bonds that make life valuable. Worth living. These bonds are soulful bonds, ones that are far more special than any mere trivial object. So… be with them. Forgive. Forget. Heal. Mend what is broken. Reassemble what has been shattered. And stop worrying so much. Laugh together. Cry together. Heal on another. Heal together. And may your new days be better, brighter, and full of love.

Happy Holidays.


A song for you...

"Sense of Home" — Harrison Storm / YouTube

If you liked this series, I invite you to check out my previous article below…

To My Fellow 孤, The Sons Without Fathers On Father’s Day

As well as this article by a fellow creator…

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