To the guy who I thought was the one for me: thank you. I have learned a lot from these past few years of being together. I thought I lost a piece of my heart, but I have gained a piece to my heart that has made me happy. Realizing I am not with you, has made me stronger, and I have learned more about myself than I would have with you.
Being with you felt like I was drowning in emotions. I was always asking if we were together when we weren’t. I wanted you, even more, when the temptation was there. You taught me that I didn’t need to change anything about me. You wanted me to be the rebound girl when other girls didn’t work out.
Being with you was not only a toxic relationship, but it was toxic to my health. Not being with you is like coming up for a breath of fresh air.
Moving on was hard and took a few months to recover but I looked to many things for comfort. One of those was music. I heard the song "Praying" by Kesha, and it spoke to my heart. It says that you told me I was nothing without you. That was a lie; the mixed emotions started when you said you had feelings for me, but in return, you wanted other things. I hope your soul is changing for the better, and I hope you're finding peace.
This song has taught me so much. Songs can have different meanings for different people, and this one spoke to me in the sense that I don’t need a toxic relationship. I have found strength and have become a stronger person without you. If you haven’t heard this song, I would recommend it.
Thank you for treating me as you did. I have learned a lot, and now I am ready to grow even more. I know that time will take over and find me my prince charming — a guy who is supposed to treat me right.
The game is over for now, but a new chapter is just beginning.