Mental illness is a familiar struggle for me, my family, and many of my close friends. Recently, its presence began to weigh on my heart, and consume my thoughts. I walked across campus to the prayer chapel, shared my heart with the Lord, then waited. I wrote down the words I heard. But God’s word to me is not exclusive. I believe that God speaks to us so that we can share it with others. The following is His response. I hope it blesses you as it continues to bless me.
Daughter (or Son),
A diagnosis does not change who you are to me, how I see you, or the plans I have for your life. It doesn’t come as a shock or surprise to me, and I chose you anyway.
My Son covered your sins, no matter what phase of life you are in.
I am the Giver of Wisdom and Knowledge – consult with me before planning your steps.
I have given you gifts, passions, and a calling. The conditions of the world doesn’t change my plan for you.
You have never been in control.
Control belongs to Me alone.
I have your best at heart.
I choose you when you’re up, risky, irritable, distracted, high-energy, and spastic.
I choose you when you are down, depressed, exhausted, unmotivated, hopeless, or confused.
I Am the creator of all parts of your personality and of your mind, and I can use it all.
I Am the author of your story, a grand one that I promise to finish and use it for my glory.
Do not adopt an attitude of fear, confusion, or defeat.
Instead, move boldly into future, expecting me to do great things.
Align yourself with my will, not claiming to know best, or anything that is not found in my word.
You are so loved, Dear One. A mental illness does not change that, because I DO NOT change.
Walk diligently, love passionately, live victoriously.
Sincerely,
The One who has always has watched out for you